{"id":5721,"date":"2019-04-24T22:03:13","date_gmt":"2019-04-24T12:03:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.stmark.com.au\/Blogs\/?p=5721"},"modified":"2019-04-24T22:09:28","modified_gmt":"2019-04-24T12:09:28","slug":"covenant-thursday","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.stmark.com.au\/Blogs\/covenant-thursday\/","title":{"rendered":"Covenant Thursday"},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"margin-top: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px;\" class=\"sharethis-inline-share-buttons\" ><\/div><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><b><span lang=\"EN-AU\">Lead me to the Cross<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><b><span lang=\"EN-AU\">Covenant Thursday<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n<p><em>by<\/em><strong><i>\u00a0Marc Eskander<\/i><\/strong><\/p>\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator\" \/>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><i><span lang=\"EN\">So He said to him, \u201cWhat is your name?\u201d He said, \u201cJacob.\u201d\u00a0 And He said, \u201cYour name shall no longer be called Jacob, but Israel; for you have struggled with God and with men, and have prevailed.\u201d<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\" align=\"right\"><span lang=\"EN\">Genesis 32:27-28<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><b><i><span lang=\"EN\">\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><span lang=\"EN\">Wrestling. It\u2019s one of the oldest documented sports. It has existed since Creation, maybe not in the same format that UFC takes these days, but nevertheless violence has existed ever since Lucifer was cast out of heaven. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><span lang=\"EN\">\u00a0<\/span><span lang=\"EN\">Adam, Eve, Noah, Abraham, Job, Moses, David, Solomon St Paul, St Peter&#8230;the list goes on&#8230;they all had one thing in common &#8211; they all wrestled. They wrestled with their faith in God, with the devil, with their own will and ultimately God Himself. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><span lang=\"EN\">\u00a0<\/span><span lang=\"EN\">Jacob, probably the most infamous of these \u2018wrestlers,\u2019 tussled with God physically, \u201cface-to-face,\u201d as we are told in Genesis, and subseuently walked away with a permanent limp. A stark reminder of his one-on-one encounter with the Almighty. However, something else changed &#8211; his identity. He became Israel, meaning, to struggle or to strive and became a father to the nation of Israel. This nation was one that would wrestle with God. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><span lang=\"EN\">\u00a0<\/span><span lang=\"EN\">Fast forward a few thousand years and it\u2019s a chilly Thursday night in Jerusalem. Jesus has just finished the Passover with His twelve disciples and makes His way to the Mount of Olives, specifically the Garden of Gethsemane, to pray\u2026 to wrestle?<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><b><span lang=\"EN\">The Garden<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><b><i><span lang=\"EN\">\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><i><span lang=\"EN\">Then He said to them, \u201cMy soul is exceedingly sorrowful, even to death. Stay here and watch with Me.\u201d <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\" align=\"right\"><span lang=\"EN\">Matthew 26:38\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><b><span lang=\"EN\">\u00a0<\/span><\/b><span lang=\"EN\">Jesus, in the Garden of Gethsemane, came face-to-face with God the Father. He was about to realise the task that lay ahead of him and the immense weight about to be laid on his shoulders, but ultimately, His willingness to take it all. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><span lang=\"EN\">\u00a0<\/span><span lang=\"EN\">Why was the Garden necessary? Surely Jesus knew what was going to happen? Surely He had accepted it in His heart and was ready to do it\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><span lang=\"EN\">\u00a0<\/span><span lang=\"EN\">The Garden represents a very important part of our life in Christ. It is a place where we come face to face with the prospect of pain and suffering in our journey with God. Where we are left alone to work out who we are and where we\u2019re going. It is sometimes cold, dark and unfamiliar. In the garden you will be deserted by those who love you, it will be lonely. However, Christ gives us the strength to endure this. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><span lang=\"EN\">\u00a0<\/span><span lang=\"EN\">The last week of Christ\u2019s life on earth was a battle &#8211;\u00a0against public opinion and His closest friends, a battle with the impending suffering, and ultimately a victorious battle with death.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><span lang=\"EN\">\u00a0<\/span><span lang=\"EN\">Gethsemane is the place where Our Lord came to count the cost of this battle. He had come to reconcile His dread and fear of the immense suffering He was about to undertake with God\u2019s will for Him and for our salvation. We need to enter our own personal Gethsemane. A place where seeds of prayer, tears, and watchfulness are planted. Where we can discover firstly our own malevolent and fleshly will, and then, learn to crucify that will and align it to God\u2019s. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><span lang=\"EN\">\u00a0<\/span><span lang=\"EN\">A place where we can sit down, and really think about what it\u2019s going to take for us to follow Him. We cannot embark on this path with uncertainty or inner conflict. Our pursuit of Christ and His will must be done with all our \u201cheart, soul, strength and mind\u201d <i>(Mark 12:30-31)<\/i>and be fully united in this journey. The bible is explicit about that from beginning to end,<i>\u201c&#8230;every city or house divided against itself will not stand.\u201d (Matt 12:25)<\/i>\u00a0While this verse can be applied to many situations and virtues, I think the most poignant is our own house. Our house must be fully and wholeheartedly united in its resolve to follow Christ.\u00a0Otherwise <i>\u201cthe rains [will] descend, the floods [will] come, and the winds [will] blow and beat on that house; and it [will] fall.\u201d (Matt 7:24-27)<\/i><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><span lang=\"EN\">\u00a0<\/span><span lang=\"EN\">Throughout His ministry, Christ showed us the importance of regular prayer, exemplified in Gethsemane. Those remarkable words that Christ offered in His pain<i>, \u201cnevertheless not My will, but Yours, be done\u201d<\/i> (Luke 22:42). Christ\u2019s request was to remove this cup of suffering, however, He didn\u2019t have a Plan B. He didn\u2019t ask for the suffering to be removed and then proceed to do His own thing. His request was immediately followed by His desire to align His will to God\u2019s. That is how we should be. We cannot pray \u201cthy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven,\u201d if our heart desires the will of our flesh. This is a double minded prayer, lacking integrity. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><span lang=\"EN\">\u00a0<\/span><span lang=\"EN\">He also taught us the importance of solitude and watchfulness. These two go hand in hand in our journey with God.\u00a0 Finding time for solitude allows us to shut out the invading thoughts of this world and of ourselves and the many distractions that we constantly encounter. Through this process, we can learn to be watchful. To be watchful so that the door of our heart is tightly shut to the enemy, and we can concentrate on the task at hand. This task is coming face to face with our sinfulness, with our repentance, and with God. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><span lang=\"EN\">\u00a0<\/span><b><span lang=\"EN\">The Enemy<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><i><span lang=\"EN\">\u201cThe spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.\u201d <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\" align=\"right\"><span lang=\"EN\">Matthew 26:40 <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><b><span lang=\"EN\">\u00a0<\/span><\/b><span lang=\"EN\">This fight is one that we must learn to apply in our lives. The verse above embodies this battle well. God breathed His own breath into us to give us life so that we constantly yearn to be united with Him, our Creator and Giver of all good things. While our spirit yearns for Him, the flesh remains to seek its own. We constantly question the direction we\u2019re going and what God\u2019s plan for our life is.\u00a0<\/span><span lang=\"EN\">Instead, we should question whether our determination to finding out what God\u2019s Will is, may be actually sabotaged by following our own will.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><span lang=\"EN\">\u00a0<\/span><span lang=\"EN\">A life with Christ certainly isn\u2019t a sweet pill. It is not a life with no problems and no worries, a life with no negative emotions or unhappiness. It is a constant struggle. A \u201cdaily death\u201d as St Paul said in 1 Corinthians. A daily death of our desires, will, passions, lusts, and anything else that draws us away from that narrow way. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><span lang=\"EN\">\u00a0<\/span><span lang=\"EN\">It is difficult, no doubt about it. However it is this daily death of ourselves, that allows a new creation to grow in its place. Jesus tells us in Matthew 7:14, \u201cnarrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life, and there are few who find it.\u201d Facing up to God\u2019s Will is hard, and countless times in the Bible people have tried to escape. It can be terrifying, illogical, painful and filled with doubt. Yet one thing is certain and that is the fact that God isn\u2019t unsure about His Will. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><span lang=\"EN\">\u00a0<\/span><span lang=\"EN\">We sometimes try and negotiate with God:\u00a0<\/span><i><span lang=\"EN\">\u201cwhy can\u2019t it be done this way?\u00a0<\/span><\/i><i><span lang=\"EN\">Shouldn\u2019t we consider the other options?\u00a0<\/span><\/i><i><span lang=\"EN\">I don\u2019t think I can do this.\u201d<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><span lang=\"EN\">\u00a0<\/span><span lang=\"EN\">Our unwillingness to accept only prolongs our pain, and instead of struggling with God to come closer to and love Him, we are resisting and running away from Him. The next question that we logically ask, what is God\u2019s will for your life? I don\u2019t know. No one does but God. However\u2026 <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><span lang=\"EN\">\u00a0<\/span><span lang=\"EN\">Abraham learnt about it in his pain of being childless. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><span lang=\"EN\">Job found it in his suffering and extreme loss. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><span lang=\"EN\">St Paul discovered it in his blindness. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><span lang=\"EN\">Moses uncovered it in his 40 years leading the disobedient tribe of Israel.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><span lang=\"EN\">And Christ accepted it in the Garden, sweating blood and bearing the weight of infinite iniquity. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><span lang=\"EN\">\u00a0<\/span><span lang=\"EN\">I think we can see here clearly that our submission to Him, the suffering and pain in our lives, our constant struggle within ourselves to reconcile our will to His, to know him further and to become closer to him- \u00a0are victories in themselves. However, they are the keys to discovering where God wants us to go.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><span lang=\"EN\">\u00a0<\/span><span lang=\"EN\">Jesus and Jacob both struggled with God, and both were wounded. Both asked requests of our Father. Jacob received his blessing while Christ was asked to yield to God\u2019s plan for our salvation. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><b><span lang=\"EN\">\u00a0<\/span><\/b><span lang=\"EN\">Both \u2018wrestles\u2019 brought forth new identities. Jacob, in his name change to Israel, and Christ through the transformation of our identity from lost to found, and from dead to alive. Christ improved on the example of Jacob in that His struggle and suffering redeemed us, and gave us the blessings that are rightfully His. He took on the wounds that we deserved as <i>\u201c He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities\u201d. (Isaiah 53:5)<\/i>\u00a0 <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"Normal1\"><span lang=\"EN\">\u00a0<\/span><span lang=\"EN\">In Christ, our struggles become our defining moments. They shape our Christ-like identity, they allow us to know ourselves and therefore to know our Creator.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Lead me to the Cross Covenant Thursday by\u00a0Marc Eskander So He said to him, \u201cWhat is your name?\u201d He said, \u201cJacob.\u201d\u00a0 And He said, \u201cYour name shall no longer be called Jacob, but Israel; for you have struggled with God and with men, and have prevailed.\u201d Genesis 32:27-28 \u00a0Wrestling. 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