Solomon’s Gift

Solomon’s Gift – Discernment

Old Testament Passage


7 On that night God appeared to Solomon, and said to him, “Ask! What shall I give you?” 8 And Solomon said to God: “You have shown great mercy to David my father, and have made me king in his place. 9 Now, O Lord God, let Your promise to David my father be established, for You have made me king over a people like the dust of the earth in multitude. 10 Now give me wisdom and knowledge, that I may go out and come in before this people; for who can judge this great people of Yours?” 11 Then God said to Solomon: “Because this was in your heart, and you have not asked riches or wealth or honor or the life of your enemies, nor have you asked long life—but have asked wisdom and knowledge for yourself, that you may judge My people over whom I have made you king— 12 wisdom and knowledge are granted to you; and I will give you riches and wealth and honor, such as none of the kings have had who were before you, nor shall any after you have the like.”

2 Chronicles 1:7-12

Question

God came to Solomon when he must have been feeling the most powerful of all. His request for wisdom showed his humility before the Lord. How can we ensure that we remember where we stand before God, even in our highs?

The End is Near

The End is Near

Adapted from a sermon by Fr Mark Basily


Mark 13:3-37

Our Lord discusses with His disciples the signs to come that will signify the end times are near. There is a whole list of signs to look out for regarding the end of times. Our Lord Jesus Christ concludes these signs with some advice. When you notice these signs, keep in mind this advice.

We live in a time where many will ask if certain events are signs of the end. We turn to the advice of Christ. There are a few different pieces of advice that Christ gives when we begin to notice these signs come to fruition.

But of that day and hour no one knows, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father. Take heed, watch and pray; for you do not know when the time is. It is like a man going to a far country, who left his house and gave authority to his servants, and to each his work, and commanded the doorkeeper to watch. Watch therefore, for you do not know when the master of the house is coming—in the evening, at midnight, at the crowing of the rooster, or in the morning— lest, coming suddenly, he find you sleeping. And what I say to you, I say to all: Watch!”

Mark 13:32-37

Watch

The first piece of advice from our Lord is to be watchful. When He says, “Watch,” what is He asking to watch for? Is He asking us to watch for the signs? Rather, He is asking us to watch ourselves. To watch our actions. To watch our thoughts. To watch our intentions. To watch myself.

When Christ was speaking to Peter, James and Andrew, He tells them, “watch lest they come in the evening, at midnight, at the crowing of the rooster, or in the morning.”

Whenever you see the rooster mentioned in the gospels, you think of Peter. In the very next chapter, Jesus says to them, “All of you will be made to stumble because of Me this night” (Luke 14:27). Peter responds, “Even if all are made to stumble, yet I will not be.”

We know that Peter was made to stumble, at the crowing of the rooster. Peter’s mistake here is that he did not watch. He did not assume that he was capable of stumbling. At Christ’s warning to watch, Peter says, “no, even if all will stumble, I will not stumble.”

To be watchful is to realise that I, too, have the potential to stumble. I have the potential of falling away. I have the potential to be tempted. No sin is beyond me.

When we have this mindset, we become very mindful of our actions. I can never assume that I am not capable of stumbling. Our Lord is telling us to be careful of ourselves.

…And Pray

The second thing He tells them is to watch, and pray.

It is like a man going to a far country, who left his house and gave authority to his servants, and to each his work, and commanded the doorkeeper to watch. Watch therefore, for you do not know when the master of the house is coming—in the evening, at midnight, at the crowing of the rooster, or in the morning—lest, coming suddenly, he find you sleeping.

Mark 13:34-36

Our Lord divides the night into four sections. The evening, midnight, the crowing of the rooster and the morning. This is the exact same way the Agpia is divided. We have the evening prayer, the midnight prayer (with first, second and third services to correspond with evening, midnight, crowing of the rooster and the morning).

The church creates for us this structure to be watchful in prayer at all times. We are called to watch and pray.

Timing

The final advice our Lord gives to the disciples is not be concerned with the timing itself, “But of that day and hour no one knows, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father.”

How it possible that not even Christ knows the time of the end of the world? Isn’t He God? Doesn’t He know all things? How could it be that the Son of Man does not know the time of the end of the world?

Actually, He does know; He must know, for He is God. He doesn’t know In His capacity as a Teacher to tell us. It is not beneficial for us to know. Since it is not beneficial for us to know, then He does not know, in His role as a Teacher.

If someone comes for confession, and soon after another person comes and says, “did he confess that he lied?” What can the priest say? He cannot say yes as he cannot reveal confessions. He can’t even say no, because even that he cannot reveal. What the priest can say is, I don’t know. I don’t know what he confessed, because it is not my place and it is not beneficial for you to know.

Our Lord Jesus Christ who instructs us to the Kingdom, says He does not know for it is not beneficial to us. What does that mean to us? It means that He wants to be prepared at all times. To always be ready.

If He were to give us the exact date, then I know I can relax for now. It is not helpful to me. Rather, our Lord tells us, no one knows the time, so therefore, now is the time. Now is the time to be prepared. Today is the day to be ready.

When we look around us in the world, we can see almost all the signs of the end. There are wars, there are rumours of wars. There’s Afghanistan, there’s COVID, there’s famine. There is everything. So what do we do with these signs? Our Lord tells us to watch, watch ourselves. Pray and be prepared now.

His Strength in my Weakness

His Strength in my Weakness

Translated from a sermon by HH Pope Shenouda III


Our God is the God of the weak. The weak have a special importance in the eyes of our Lord. The weak are given special privileges that the strong would not get, for very simple reasons.

God was with Jacob, the weaker brother, of Esau, known for his strength. Jacob was frightened of his brother, Esau. When it came time for him to return home, he was fearful to the point of death from his brother. He was scared for not only his life, but the lives of his wife and children, too. God stood by Jacob and not the powerful Esau.

Another example is the Pharisee and the tax collector that both stood in the Temple. The Pharisee was proud of his power and prestige. It was spiritual strength that he relied on.

God, I thank You that I am not like other men—extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this tax collector. I fast twice a week; I give tithes of all that I possess

Luke 18:11-12

He trusted in his own power, and for that reason, his prayers were not received. He depended on his power, and he was proud of his power, even in front of God.

As for the tax collector, who was weak and confessed of his weakness. He felt the weight of his weakness and sin.

And the tax collector, standing afar off, would not so much as raise his eyes to heaven, but beat his breast, saying, ‘God, be merciful to me a sinner!’

Luke 18:13

The mighty Pharisees and Sadducees quoted Moses’ law when a certain woman was caught in adultery. They told Christ that her punishment must be stoning. They shamed her, but God did not stand by them but the woman, to life her up from her weakness. He rescued her from their grasp.

When He revealed all their sins, He said to her, where are your accusers? Since none remained, He said to her, “Neither do I condemn you; go and sin no more.” Why did He do this? He saw that she was weak, she was sick, she was tired, she was ashamed, and that she had been wronged.

She did not ask for God’s protection, or His help, or mercy, or even protection. She did not call on God. Don’t think that God waits to be asked. God doesn’t answer what we ask of Him. He answers in His compassion to our feelings when we are put down.

God will always protect the weak, even before they ask. He will always protect the poor and needy. If you stand strong in front of yourself, in front of others, then God can never stand with you.

God stood with Saint Anthony, the father of the monks. He would say to the demons, “Why are you sending your most powerful to fight someone so weak?” God stood by St Anthony and saved him from all the demons and their devices.

This is how God has always been. God chose Moses who had a stutter and was afraid to speak before Pharaoh. Yet God chose this weak man to speak on His behalf. Moses could voice God’s command to His people without any of his personal opinions. He was a representative of the house of God.

If a person trusts in their own strength, they will also give credit to themselves. God seeks the heart of the one that attributes all their strength to God. Everything is for the glory of God’s Holy Name.


This is why God chooses the weak. God chose Isaiah the Prophet and appeared to him with the holy Seraphim (Isaiah 8). He was a man that knew his weakness. In the presence of the Lord, Isaiah says:

“Woe is me, for I am undone!
Because I am a man of unclean lips”

He did not take pride in himself, but gives glory to God.

When David felt weak, God lifted him up. When David felt his own power, God stood against him. He punished him and said that he could not build the temple because his hands were unclean.

God does not like to depend on people who think they are powerful. Thinking of one’s self as powerful goes against God’s own nature that is full of humility. When we empty ourselves, just as Christ emptied Himself on the Cross for the sake of humanity, then God will be our source of strength.

Glory be to God, Amen.

Lessons from St Mary

Lessons from St Mary

Adapted from a sermon by Fr Michael Fanous


St Mary is loved by the whole world for so many reasons. How can we imitate the life and virtue of St Mary? By analysis of her words and actions recorded in the Gospels, there is much for us to learn.

Asked questions of the Lord

How can this be since I do not know a man?

Luke 1:34

Archangel Gabriel came to her and this was the first question that she asked of him. It wasn’t that she was surprised that she had an angel before her, but the request he made of her. This shows us that she wanted to remain a virgin all her life, and thought this was most favourable in the eyes of God. God had other plans that came a surprise to St Mary.

We are all allowed to ask questions of the Lord for the purpose of understanding. We can tell Him what we wish as well.

Abraham asked questions of the Lord as well. When the Lord wanted to destroy Sodom and Gomorrah, Abraham asked, “Far be it from You to do such a thing as this, to slay the righteous with the wicked, so that the righteous should be as the wicked; far be it from You! Shall not the Judge of all the earth do right?” – Genesis 18:25.

It was the questions of Abraham that would have spared the nation of Sodom and Gomorrah if just one righteous man was dwelling there.

We see in Moses as well the question that Moses asked that prevented God from killing the nation of the Israelites when they turned to worship Baal. Moses says to God, “Lord, why does Your wrath burn hot against Your people whom You have brought out of the land of Egypt with great power and with a mighty hand? Why should the Egyptians speak, and say, ‘He brought them out to harm them, to kill them in the mountains, and to consume them from the face of the earth’? Turn from Your fierce wrath, and relent from this harm to Your people” (Exodus 32:11-12). The Lord listened to Moses and His wrath against the people was defused.

In Psalm 73, when Asaph, the prophet, was wondering how he could say to the people of Jerusalem that the Lord is good while the ungodly were prospering? One day he went into the sanctuary and he saw the Lord and he came out with great revelation.

I was so foolish and ignorant;
I was like a beast before You.
Nevertheless I am continually with You;
You hold me by my right hand.
You will guide me with Your counsel,
And afterward receive me to glory.

Psalm 37:22-25

In the end, we see that Asaph finds delight in the Lord above all ungodly pleasures that the world has to offer. The end result is our submission to the Lord. As St Mary says, “Behold! The maidservant of the Lord.” We can ask questions of the Lord but our end must remain the same; that we reach submission under the Providence of our Lord.

St Mary carried the joy of the Holy Spirit wherever she went

As soon as Mary greeted Elizabeth, the babe leapt within her womb for joy. The place became filled with joy, peace and of the Holy Spirit. Elizabeth asks, “But why is this granted to me, that the mother of my Lord should come to me?”

We then read the prophecies of St Mary, being so full of the Holy Spirit. When we greet others, do we take Christ with us? Do we share our joy to that person? Does the Holy Spirit fill the place we are in? Wherever St Mary went, she took the Holy Spirit with her.

My soul magnifies the Lord, And my spirit has rejoiced in God my Saviour.

Every time we are blessed or receive grace from the Lord, this is what should come to mind. Moment by moment we receive grace from the Lord that we can’t help but give thanks for. We give glory to God, for He is the Provider of all good things.

Searched for the Lord until she found Him

When Christ was twelve years old, St Mary and St Joseph searched for Him for three days and eventually found Him in the temple. Do we search for the Lord? Do we keep searching until we find Him? We know that we will only find Him in His home; His church. We are joined with Him in the altar. We find Him in the small churches of our homes and in our hearts. The Holy Spirit resides within us. We need to search for Him and His Word. Keep searching until you find Him, and then never let Him go.

St Mary did not demand action from the Lord, but trusted in His response

At the wedding of Cana of Galilee, St Mary only needed to say, “they have no wine,” and knew the Lord would take care of it. St Mary shared her feeling with the Lord and then left the solution up to Him.

It could almost be assumed that Mary and Martha learnt from St Mary. They say to the Lord, “the one whom You love is sick,” (John 11:3) and nothing more. They didn’t say come immediately or just say a word and he will be healed. They knew the Lord would do the best. Do we do the same? Do we put our problems before the Lord and allow Him to do as wishes?

Are we open to hearing no from the Lord? Our Mother Mary showed us how to live the way of holiness, to be godly, through submission and acceptance of all that comes from the Lord. Sharing our lives with Him, whether it is joy, a request or our needs. We are always in communication with the Lord, then truly we will be sons and daughters of the Lord and be able to have joy with Him in all until the very last days where, “there shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away” (Revelation 21:4).

Glory be to God forever, Amen.

Return

Return: A Contemplation on the Prodigal Son

Translated from a sermon by Fr Daoud Lamei


I only want one thing from you, to return. Return without saying anything. Don’t think that there is punishment for your past, it will be wiped away.

Yet don’t think that there aren’t any consequences. There are still consequences. I can’t take back the heartbreak. I can’t take back the money that was lost. I can’t take back the disrespect. I can’t take back your lapse in judgement.

Regardless of it all, it doesn’t change My Love for you. I only want one thing – for you to return and enjoy the pleasures of being My child.

Nothing displeases the heart of the Lord more than knowing that you are upset or uncomfortable. There is only one way out – to return to His loving embrace.

And you still rebel from the Lord, and it only leads to a downward spiral from there. So many parents can relate to this with their own children. Do you think a parent can bare to see their children as slaves of the world? They are slaves to cigarettes, to alcohol, to sexual desires. They even allow themselves to become slaves to their job and the love of money.

Our God is very rich and gives openly to His children, so then why be a slave to the world? Who can hear you like God? Who can give you like God can? You’re sitting at home tired and stressed, but it all comes down to one thing. Return.

Everyone thinks that when they do return, they will be met with harsh discipline and condemnation for their mistakes. There is nothing of this with the Lord.

The first thing that breaks the heart of God is when we were in His church, in His house, serving His people, and yet, we have moments of weakness when we fight with Him and treat Him as if He were oppressing us. Isn’t that what the older brother did to his father? He says, “these many years I have been serving you; I never transgressed your commandment at any time.”– Luke 15:29.

We are just like the older brother. I have been serving you so many years and I pray to You. Why is this happening to me? How could YOU give me tribulation?

Alas, trials are love and benevolence from the Lord. Sometimes man has the audacity to accuse God of being harsh and oppressive. We think He is not just. Sometimes the religious man accuses God of displaying favouritism toward the non-religious. He questions that maybe he should’ve gone down the wrong path so that God would be with him.

In reality, This is a favour from our Lord. The day that God comes to give you a crown of blessing, you can no longer stand the discomfort? You yell at God and you make Him out to be harsh. You think that He doesn’t understand. You accuse God of wrong doing. Sometimes you accuse God that He isn’t even there.

God replies that He has always been by our side. You don’t have any right to accuse God of any wrongdoing. All rights belong to God. All the wisdom is with God.

Yet God remains silent. As if He were the One in the wrong. He is the accused. He is guilty. God is always right in what He does. As the psalmist said,

“That You may be found just when You speak,
And blameless when You judge
.” – Psalm 51:4.

Everything He says is truth. Nothing can sadden God more than the heart that is hardened.

The brother of the prodigal son questioned his father. How could his father accept his son after he had hardened his heart against him? He questioned his father’s judgement and authority, he was not moved by love in the same way his father was.

God tells us that we should be happy when those that once dwelled in sin return. Sometimes, it is almost like we wanted to see those that were once far from God suffer for their sins. This is not in the nature of God. He asks us, “why can’t you take after Your Father and forgive as I forgive you?”

Sometimes many Christians are waiting to see the day sinners are repaid for their wrongdoing. God looks at their hearts and says, “where did you get this harshness from? It doesn’t come from Me! I am waiting for the day that they repent.”

God waits for all of them to return, and see heaven. But why are our hearts hardened toward the sinners? If the one does wrong to you once, we wait for the day that they are repaid for their wrongdoing.

Why all this enmity? God answers us quite simply, “your brother was dead and is alive again, and was lost and is found.” – Luke 15:32.

We should be joyful at the return of a sinner. God is saddened by the harshness of our hearts that we cannot even withstand wrongdoing done against us. Every time someone does something wrong against you, think of yourself as a child of God. In this sense, they have not wronged you but they have wronged God.

Yet God remains silent, the same way He is when we do wrong. Why are we so vocal? Your heart is different to the heart of God. How sad is God’s heart when He sees those that think they know Him, but their hearts are not like His. They are hearts of stone and unforgiving.

This was about your ultimate return. On the day that your brother returns, come and be joyful with God. Don’t break the heart of God on the day of His greatest joy. Come and be joyful with the Lord, and do not retain the sins against you, “for your brother was dead and is alive again.”

Some thoughts on Humility

Some thoughts on Humility

By Fr Antonios Kaldas

Original post By Fr Antonios Kaldas blogsite, 26 Jul 2007


Someone once told me that trying to knock over the sin of pride is like trying to knock over a ball. If you push it over from any direction, it is still standing. I think what that means is that pride is a very resistant sin indeed. So here are a few recent thoughts on the subject…

When we fall into other sins, it should make it easier to overcome the sin of pride. After all, what have I to be proud of when my weakness and disgrace is laid bare before my very eyes? Yet strangely, sometimes we don’t see it that way. Sometimes the pride is so resilient within us that we think something like: “Yeah, sure I messed up, but I’m still better than so-and-so! He messed up much worse than me!” Or perhaps: “Ok, so I made a mistake. I know I’m not absolutely perfect, but I’m still pretty close!” Then of course, there’s the old favourite, Buck Passing: “It wasn’t my fault I messed up – it was him/her/them. They made me do it!”

The Desert Fathers often encourage us to always place our sins before our eyes. This is not meant, I am sure, in the morbid way it is sometimes understood. It is not meant to ‘beat us down’ and make us feel miserable about ourselves. The Desert Fathers actually had a pretty healthy sense of self-esteem that could bear with this burden of sin, but their self-esteem was built on different foundation to most of us. One of my favourite sayings is the Father who described his spiritual battle thus:

Whenever I become proud, I think of my sins and I say to myself, there, what have you to be proud of you awful sinner? And whenever I fall into despair because of my sins, I say to myself, yes, but God still still loves me!

What a beautifully balanced personality! His self-esteem does not come from the kind of things we use for self-esteem, like our abilities or achievements, the kind of job we do, the size of our house, the gadgets we own or comparing ourselves to others. This happy man builds his self esteem on something that he can never lose – the love of God for him. But there is an added benefit to this way of thinking: that is there can be no pride in this self-esteem. Think about it. Can he take any of the credit for being loved by God? God does not love him because he is saintly (God sees all his sins, hidden and manifest), nor will God be impressed by his achievements or talents (where did he get them in the first place?). God doesn’t care about the latest gadget, and He isn’t impressed that you are clever enough to get one. In fact, you can’t impress God no matter how you try. The only reason God will love you is because He is Love. And that makes all the difference.

It isn’t easy, learning to think like this. We find it so much more secure to cling to our little bag of self-admiration, and we constantly seek for new things to boost our ego. It makes us feel better about life; there is no doubt of that. But in the long run, it is fighting a losing battle. A human being and his/her abilities is just too fragile a base to support our self-esteem for long. Sooner or later, we will have to face up to the fact that we are faulty, mixed up and terribly fallible. And when that kind of self-esteem comes crashing down, it’s pretty ugly.

If you think about, it is a pretty wise investment in the future to start working on this now. Better to begin transferring all my self-esteem stocks to the Bank of God, before the Bank of Me comes crashing down to earth.


Original blog found at- http://www.frantonios.org.au/2007/07/26/some-thoughts-on-humility/

Call on God

Translated from a sermon by HH Pope Shenouda III

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I have the will, but I don’t have the motivation to do good. This is the condition of the human who stands alone. I am not supported by God. A human who works by their own will and by their own strength. Completely alone. By himself. It cannot work this way for they do not allow God to enter into their life to renew them.

They stand alone. If only all your struggles that you hold by your own strength, you could give over to the mighty Hand of God. Instead of struggling against a sin, struggle with God to give you victory over sin. If only you had struggled in prayer and supplication and cry out, “God stand with me, work with me, I cannot do it alone. God, I tried alone and it didn’t work. Every time I get up, I fall back down again in despair. God, help me, save me, every time I fall, help me to get back up again.”

Don’t stand by yourself in helplessness. Be sure that by yourself, you will be overcome by the devil. The corrupted nature will overcome even the strongest without God. Sin in its power will overcome you. The cunningness of the devil will easily defeat you. Do not fight alone. Do not give power to sin.

In Proverbs, we read about sin, “For she has cast down many wounded, And all who were slain by her were strong men.” – Proverbs 7:26.

If you fall despite all your strength, know that you fought alone and God was not present with you. Find God and tell Him, “Come! Come and fight the devil to flee from me. Come and save me from myself. Come and give me the will to fight, the strength to fight and the motivation to attain victory over sin.”

My heart loves evil and sin. Give me a heart renewed in Your Love. Create in me a clean heart and renew a steadfast spirit within me (Psalm 51:10). Give me a clean heart and a new soul. Give me anything from You.

I am not able to do it alone. Do not be ashamed from God. Confess and hold yourself accountable for your weaknesses and sins. Say to God, “I can’t. I won’t promise You that I will not sin when I know that I am weak. I can’t do it without You. Instead of promising You that I will walk straight, I want to take strength from You so that I can walk straight. When I promise You that I am going to walk straight, that is me telling You that I am strong. But I won’t fool myself in that way. I know I am not strong, for strength comes from You alone. My previous experience with myself proved my weakness. My experience in falling proves that I cannot. My experience showed me that my will is weak. I am sinful and nothing in me is good, as the apostle says in his epistle to the Romans.”

Talk to God and say to Him, “Come. Come live in my heart and clean it of all its blemishes. Come live in this mind and sanctify its thoughts. Come live in this mouth, and cleanse my words. Transform my entire being. I can’t do it on my own.”

If only every single one of us could cry out before God that I cannot do it on my own! I’ve labored all night and caught nothing. O’ God You saw Pharaoh enslave me for 400 years. If You did not save me from him, I would not have been able to save myself. Salvation is of the Lord. Save me, O’ Lord. Purify me from my iniquities. Sanctify my heart and my needs. Return me to You.

How Does God See Sinners

How Does God See Sinners?

Adapted from a sermon by Fr Elijah Iskander


Luke 5:27-39

Many times when I find myself drowning in sin. A common thought that may cross my mind is that God is looking down in disappointment. Sometimes I think that God is ashamed of me. I think that He is disappointed in me. I think that He will turn His face away from me.

We see a different reaction when we are introduced to Matthew the tax collector in the Gospel of Luke. When the Lord meets Matthew, we see a glimpse of how He sees the sinner and in particular, the repentant sinner.

Ultimately, this story is what led to Matthew’s discipleship. The people of the time would have some thoughts about Matthew. As a tax collector, this came with the stereotype of being greedy and selfish.

The role of the tax collector was to take taxes on behalf of the Roman Empire. The Roman Empire may require $10 for example, but the tax collector would take $15 and give themselves a profit of $5. This is where the characteristics of greed and dishonesty came to resemble the tax collector.

Even worse, they were seen as traitors for they were originally from the Jewish nation and the people they were taking taxes were their own people. The Jewish nation is already upset that they are under the bondage of the Roman Empire. Now, the Roman Empire imposes taxes by hiring one of the Jews’ own people to defraud and betray their people for the sake of money. They were profiting from the oppression of their own people.

If you were to think about the image of the tax collector, the people would immediately label Matthew, and others, as greedy, as evil and as worthy of criticism.

Our Lord has a different perspective when He looked at Matthew. He says to him, “follow Me.” When the whole world saw evil, the Lord saw the potential for good. We see a magnificent reaction. Matthew immediately prepares a banquet for the Lord, an act of generosity and hospitality.

When the world sees no possibility of good, the Lord sees goodness. With one simple invitation to follow Him, Matthew immediately rose up. The Lord looks at me in the exact same way. I may be drowning in my sins. Others may look at me and think that I am beyond help, but the Lord can see beyond this. He sees my potential for good. He can see the good within me.

Saul was also another character that would’ve been viewed similarly. The Lord saw good in Saul and he become St Paul. Jesus saw good in the Samaritan woman and she became an evangelist. Jesus saw good in the right hand thief and he became the first to enter heaven.

When we are sinful, and come to the Lord in repentance, never should we think that He looks at us in disappointment, shame or anger. The Lord looks at you and I in our repentance and sees goodness. It may be disguised or deeply hidden, but it is there.

The people may have also looked at Matthew and seen a terrible person with a punishment awaiting him. He was benefiting from the oppression of the people. He was dishonest, but his time will come when he pays the price. The Lord does not respond in punishment to the repentant sinner. The Lord is a Physician; He heals the soul. Notice, He doesn’t excuse Matthew’s behaviour. It is what it is, but the Lord is there to heal.

Those who are well have no need of a physician, but those who are sick. I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners, to repentance.

Matthew 5:31

We all have spiritual illnesses. Everyone else may look at our anger, or our selfishness, and think that our time for punishment is coming. The Lord looks at our ailments and says, “I am here to heal.”

The people criticised Matthew but the Lord defended him. When I see someone close to me make a mistake, I may be inclined to criticise them…

What were they thinking? I would never do that!

This is exactly what the Pharisees did – “Why do You eat and drink with tax collectors and sinners?” (Luke 5:30). The Lord answers in defence of the repentant sinner, for He was there for healing.

Those who are well have no need of a physician, but those who are sick.

Luke 5:31

The Pharisees attacked Him again for not keeping the period of fasting and the Lord again defends those who were with Him.

Can you make the friends of the bridegroom fast while the bridegroom is with them? But the days will come when the bridegroom will be taken away from them; then they will fast in those days.

Luke 5:34-35

When the world looks at someone worthy of criticism, the Lord looks at somebody in need of defence. Imagine if you have the Lord Himself defending you! Too often, we place too much reliance on worldly connections. I rely on my boss, or even in church, I look to head servants or the priests. Where will this lead you?

It is better to have the Lord as my defence. How do I achieve the defence of the Lord? A truly repentance heart, a heart that is ready to respond to the Lord’s call. A heart that knows it is sick and in need of the Physician. A heart that does not criticise others, for the Lord defends me when others criticise me.

Let us pray that Lord looks at us the way He looked at Matthew. Let us pray that He sees our potential, beyond our sins. Looks past my greediness and sees my ability to give and hold a banquet for His people. Looks past my sickness and extends His healing hand, for He is the good Physicians. Looks past my actions worthy of criticism and defends me. We hope to please God and not men.

Glory be to His Name forever, Amen.

Living Faith

Living Faith

Translated from a sermon by Fr Louka Sidarous


Heaven and earth will pass away, but My words will by no means pass away.

Matthew 24:35

If you have faith as a mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move; and nothing will be impossible for you.

Matthew 17:20

Christ did not give this command so that we would think that we would become superheroes if we have faith! The idea is not about moving mountains at all, so it’s not faithful people walking around moving mountains and performing miracles and wonders. Not at all.

Throughout our journey in life, our stronghold is the virtue of faith. People think that faith is a matter of believing that God exists and believing in His qualities but that alone is not faith. The demons know a lot more than we, as human beings do. They know God, they know His qualities and they know what He is capable of as God. They used to be His angels and they know Him very well. This is why St James writer of the epistle says, “You believe that there is one God. You do well. Even the demons believe – and tremble!” (James 2:19). Does this mean that they have faith? Moreover, does this mean they have faith that could move mountains? Definitely not!

So what can I do? He asks, “do you have faith?”

and you answer, “yes I do.”

“How do you know that you have faith? can you see your faith?”

The answer to this question is yes you can see your faith. You can see faith when you live in faith. Living faith is shown through action. This is what true faith is. True faith means that I believe that God looks out for me. This is the way in which we ought to live. True faith means I feel and believe that God will not forget me.

I asked you to show me that you believe in your everyday life, what would you show me? If I pray to God, “arrange my life as you deem fit,” how do I show this? Am I worried? Do I plan out my life as if God does not exist? Sometimes our actions show that we do not have faith. We often tell ourselves we have to take action whenever it suits us, through whatever means – even if that means bribery, lying, stealing or even worse. Where is God in all this?

We tell ourselves that we believe that God exists and He surrounds us everywhere. But our actions say otherwise, why do we begin to act like the hypocritical Pharisees? At Church we act one way, at work a different way and behind closed doors in another. Do we not realise that God can see everything? This way of living is not a faithful way of living. We believe that God is everywhere but our behaviour does not agree with our beliefs. If we believe that God is always with us, we would be careful with how we conduct ourselves no matter where we are, knowing that God is always there.

Some say, I believe that God is always with me, but still feel afraid. Why are you afraid or in distress if you say God is with you? He says, “But the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Do not fear therefore; you are of more value than many sparrows.” (Luke 12:7)

If you have true faith, you will live this through your daily life regardless of the external circumstances. While there are other people that say they are faithful but they do not know God, although they may always speak of God and be very knowledgeable.

The Saints that lived on Earth, lived a truly faithful life. Some of them lived in the wilderness and in deserts, their faith is what strengthened them. Others through their faith, trampled and prevailed over devils. While those who were martyred went through gruesome suffering and torture, however, they never lost patience or perseverance through their faith.

We should live in faith just as these Saints did and it will be for our benefit. Our faith will be tested just as Abraham’s was. One of the most difficult tests was when he was told to take his son and go to the hill to offer him up as a sacrifice. What makes this even harder is that the sacrifice was to be made 3 days from when he was told; this allowed him to think and overthink in his head before the actual sacrifice.

Abraham’s faith strengthened him and he did not forget the promises of God in which he was told that he will have many descendants and they will be blessed. Abraham believed that if Isaac was to die, the Lord would raise him up; to fulfil His promise to him (although he hadn’t heard of people resurrecting at the time). This shows us the strength of his trust in God. Tests of faith can be very difficult but those who have true faith will succeed, just as Abraham did.

There is a great blessing in being faithful and simply trusting God’s words. Never question the Lord’s promises or alter them to suit you and your circumstances; His words are alive. Put your complete faith in God and not in man or princes, the days of a man comes to an end; but God lives forever.

There is nothing that can strengthen your soul but faith, from birth to the last breath you take. As I have said before, faith is not just believing in God but complete reliance and surrender of yourself to Him. The reason for this is because what He knows is so much better than what I know, and the difficult times he chooses for me is better than the things I choose for myself.

Everyone experiences hardships in life, but those who are truly faithful stand out and their secret is the virtue of faith. This is to trust in God’s timing from the bottom of our hearts, remembering the words of our Lord every step of the way. When you open the Bible you realise that He will never leave not even for a second, you will live under the shadow of His wings, surrounded by His mercies, compassion and Love. We need this faith to be alive within us, but the mind can be a hindrance – always planning and always thinking of tomorrow.

No one that has put their trust in God has been disappointed, and no one has had true faith in their heart and God has let them down. He came down to this earth to die for us, we are His beloved and He always wants what is best for us; He gives us no reason to be afraid or to doubt. Faith is believing that God loves me, and this world is not worth it. The whole story written from Adam to the coming of Christ, shows us that living in faith is a life spent in communion with God. A true honest relationship with Him; obeying His every command regardless of what others may think of me. Let your life be led by faith, every day, in everything you do, in every interaction, in every circumstance and do not be afraid – because where there is faith, fear cannot exist. Glory be to God forever, Amen.

Number the Days

Number the Days

By Kristy Soliman


If there’s one word to describe the lives of many today it would be “overload”. Overload is a reminder of the weight that is placed on our shoulders because of simple everyday life. We constantly fall under so much pressure, whether it’s from school, work, university, or just life in general, leaving us feeling overwhelmed, anxious & overcommitted. Our tanks are left empty, and we are running on the toxic fumes that begin to slowly kill us from within.

Imagine this: it’s January 1st and you’ve decided “New year, New me! Time to get in shape”. It’s your first time at the gym and you’re as motivated as ever. You’ve decided to start on a treadmill setting it at the highest speed possible. You’re running and running as fast as you can to keep up with the machine because you know once you stop, you’ll fall off the back and it’ll hurt. You’re looking for the button to try and stop the machine so you can take a breather but can’t find it. Hours go past and you’re exhausted. This is like our life – we’re constantly running for days, weeks, months even years. Running while carrying heavy backpacks full of “important” things in our lives, things like family, study, career, financial plans, personal goals, and the classic “to-do” lists. All that running starts catching up to us. We’re worn out, tired, exhausted.

God warns us in the bible about the concision of life. Psalm 90:10-12 says:

“As for the days of our years, their span is seventy years, but for we stay strong, perhaps eighty; And most of them are labour and pain; for meekness comes upon us, and we shall be chastened. Who knows the power of Your wrath, and who knows Your anger because of Your fear? So, make known Your right hand to us, that we may number our days, and our heart may be bound with wisdom”

So how do we number our days? I believe the simplest answer is prioritise your life based on what’s truly important. As a Coptic Orthodox Christian our number 1 priority should be our relationship with God. Psalm 62:1-2 says, “Shall not my soul be submissive to God? For from Him is my salvation.”

When we recognise that our time on Earth is limited then we can appreciate the true essence of life on the path of righteousness, preparing for what comes after in eternal life. I pray that the Lord is able to teach every person on Earth to “number the days” and gain a heart of wisdom preparing us for everlasting life.

“My Lord Jesus Christ …
Make me worthy to go along the way of the saints.
Keep me firm in the Orthodox faith,
to keep the commandments and not to
care about what is in this world.
My Lord Jesus Christ, protect me.
My Lord Jesus Christ shelter me in the shadow of Your wings.
My Lord Jesus Christ, save me from the falls.”

St Pope Kyrillos VI